Sometimes...

Sometimes I feel like all of this 
is too much
for me

Did I forget that I am almost ....?
I think so.

Sometimes it is so overwhelming
I feel tired

But...
not defeated

I am
motivated  by the
"Dream"

And it is becoming a reality....

I can almost begin to envision

this as home...

But still sometimes

too

much...

work

money,

time

day by day

WE

move ahead

Doug and I

walked 3 miles today

through my new hometown

through the cemetery

with many,

many,

"Goods" and "Kinders"

"Livelys"

It must be a 

GOOD town.

found a penny 

on the driveway...

a sunflower moment for me

all of this

"They're" with the saints

"watching and loving still"

After, on my 

new back porch

 Looked out on the lake...

and

for a moment

It felt like 

home.

Gail Mehlan