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Friday, June 27, 2008

Today

Today I am thinking about the past.  Trying to go there and think about it without feeling sad and lost and I am experiencing those feelings anyway.  Why is it so hard to revisit the past and still be able to leave feelings there in the past and not let them invade today and the future?  I keep thinking that my thoughts and my experiences from the past would help others going through similar things.  It is still difficult for me to go there  and experience the hurt and pain of parenting an addict again.  Don't know if I can find the peace of the sunflower patch on the way to a better day.  I ask God to help me.  Perhaps I can . Peace.
Beautiful sunflowers from a dear friend.

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